Tag Photography

2009-12-04T00:23:00.000-08:00

Coming back.........for real.

2009-09-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

I miss posting here so much. I am really (REALLY) going to try and post at least once a week, because it's good for my head (creatively) and my heart (fills me up). So here I am, promising to be a better blogger here with all 7 of my readers as my witnesses.
Muah! Pics coming later today. :)

A few new ones.......

2009-03-22T11:12:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine has a studio here in town and she has graciously opened it up to me and is putting up with all of my newbie questions and allowing me to experiment with her lights and set up. It has prompted me to learn minimalist lighting (it's all I can afford!!!) and I love it. Thank you Jess, for being so kind and patient.
Here are a few recent images of a few of the animals that live in my house.
I love the first photo of H......what an angel she is...........mmmhmmm.

Here is N, taken in my living room with the curtains closed and nothing by artificial lighting, this is an art in and of itself that's going to take a lot of practice to master. So much to learn, but I can't imagine not challenging myself with new things. Wouldn't life be boring if we didn't push and stretch and grow?
Speaking of growing, and quickly, my boy.........

Next is Bella, our camera-loving kitten. We have two kittens but Bella seems to be the one that's around when the camera comes out.
Not a technically correct photo but I love it all the same. She has such a beautiful little face.

The last is a photo of H's favorite past time lately. All she wants to do is splash in puddles. She even asks me to take photos of her splashing in puddles which is fine by me! Any chance to document another little piece of her childhood.......I'm on it!

Thanks for peeking in. More coming soon. Our snow is melting quickly and I'll be outside more and more, taking photos, of course.
I can't wait for some spring color! :)

Favorite things revisited..........

2009-02-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

Last year about this time I was doing a series of photos documenting the things in my life that bring me joy. The series changed my life and the way that I look at everyday things. I miss it. Every time I come across something that I really appreciate I think how perfect it would be for the blog and how I wish that I was still doing the posts and documenting my appreciation, no matter how slight it is.

So here I am...starting over and again with new appreciation, maybe a few repeats (of things that really warm me, I can't resist). I'll be doing at least one post a week that will include a few things that I'm grateful for. I really can't wait.
Good for the soul.

Also, some exciting news.....I'm about half way done with the design of my new website and blog! I can't believe how much time it takes to do this, especially with all the other regular life stuff that's going on, but it's going to be worth it. It is definitely a step up from what I have now. I can't wait to share it with everyone.

With the unveiling of the new sites I'll be running some Spring photography specials, so make sure that you check back for those too!

Since I can't have a blog post without pictures...........here are a few from last summer, last month, and yesterday!
:) Enjoy!

I was searching through my archives for some summer color (C'mon Spring!) and found this one that melted my heart. He just turned 10 this past Thursday. Double digits. I can't express how that makes me feel. He's growing into such a great little person. He's so compassionate and caring. He's starting to notice girls and is not ashamed of it at all. He makes me proud and want to pull my hair out, all in the same hour.

Here's my not-so-little boy and a song to make you think about how fast it all changes:

Cats in a Cradle by Harry Chapin

A child arrived just the other day,
He came to the world in the usual way.
But there were planes to catch, and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
And he was talking 'fore I knew it, and as he grew,
He'd say, "I'm gonna be like you, dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

My son turned ten just the other day.
He said, "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play.
Can you teach me to throw?" I said, "Not today,
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's ok."
And he walked away, but his smile never dimmed,
Said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"Son, I'm proud of you. Can you sit for a while?"
He shook his head, and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please?"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."

I've long since retired and my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind."
He said, "I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see, my new job's a hassle, and the kid's got the flu,
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talking to you."
And as I hung up the phone, it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Whew!
On a lighter note.......

We had a mini Valentine's Day shoot in my living room. Here are some of the results:

LOL...........not the most flattering pic of H, is it? She lost her first tooth yesterday. We HAD to do something because if you look closely, you can see her adult teeth were growing in behind them. I panicked at first but after some research and an emergency consultation via Skype with our family dentist, who is in Thailand (!!!!!!), I found that this is very common and the best thing we can do is to wiggle, wiggle, wiggle and get them out naturally and the adult teeth will shift, hopefully into perfect position and we won't need any orthodontist intervention during her teen years........yah, RIGHT.
One can dream, can't they?!
:)
She is so proud! She didn't believe that I had actually pulled it out (actually argued with me about it!).
Finally she realized that I DID, in fact, have the tooth and her exact words were:

"MOM! MOM! That didn't hurt at all! As a matter of fact, I feel GREAT!!!!"

Goofball!
:)

Thanks for peeking in today. Come back soon!
:)

ETA: Lyrics

Oh Baby!

2009-02-06T09:01:00.000-08:00

This little guy is very dear to my heart! He was born to my best friend from way back and is one of THE MOST LOVED little boys in all of the world!
Thanks for sharing your wonderful little miracle with me, S!
His life will be very well documented if I have anything to do with it!
:)

Happy Holidays!

2008-12-28T19:55:00.000-08:00

It's been an embarrassingly long time since my last post but I'm going to attempt to seamlessly ease back in as if I never went anywhere. Should work, especially now that I've pointed out what my intentions are.
:)
I'm coming back with a vengeance, some pictures, and a smile!
Here we go!

First we have my fantastic sis-in-law and her equally fantastic fiance. My first engagement session. They were great and went along with all of my wacky suggestions, as I knew they would because they're awesome that way.

Laura and Ned:

Some friendly kiddos :).

My own with one of our sweet new kitties.......Bella:

I hope that you all had a wonderful Christmas. Ours was wonderful and QUIET.
The quietest that we've had in years, actually. There's snow on the ground, the kids are out of school for another whole week and I'm happy about it.........very happy.
My youngest started all-day Kindergarten this year and it's been quite a struggle for me. I miss her terribly and try to spend as much time as I can in her classroom helping out. Her teacher has been wonderful about letting me do that and I really enjoy it. Kindergartners are sweet little people and I always walk out of there with a full heart.

Happy New Year everyone.

Hug harder, laugh louder, smile bigger and love longer in 2009.
See you soon!

Gabby's Home!!!

2008-08-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

And has been for a little over a month (I feel bad about not updating, I apologize, life got away from me for a few months).
What a trooper she is. We all knew she was spirited but I have a new found respect for the human spirit.
She still has a long road ahead of her but she's home in her own environment, surrounded by her family and friends, and that's good for everyone.
Thank you to everyone that contributed through the giving of their time, love and prayers. It is such a thing to celebrate.
While she won't be attending kindergarten with my own little one, we look forward to many playdates with her throughout the school year.
We love you Gabby.....welcome home.

Sneak peek for the H family....

2008-06-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

The sweetest little family!
Little J was a pleasure to photograph and gave me a couple of quiet sleeping shots but he really would rather have stayed awake the whole time.
Here you go H family!
Thank you for letting me photograph you.
More to come shortly.
:)

I got mail....

2008-05-24T19:19:00.001-07:00

Not the kind of mail that you pull from your dripping wet mailbox, ya know, rain-soaked bills and stuff. Not the kind of mail that you get as you sit in your leather office chair with a strong cup of coffee with too much dessert creamer, no not that kind either. Not the kind of mail that distant relatives (that you never even talk to!) send you, claiming that if you don't forward this email to 200 people in the next 2 minutes, that you and all of your relatives will be struck down by the same bolt of lightning.........nope not that kind of mail.
The mail I received today was so powerful that I'm...I'm not sure that I can do it justice to you, internet, but I'll try.

*Disclaimer: For my photography friends....this may make you sick to your stomach......I almost vomited myself.

Brace yourself, you four people that read the blog, I'm starting from the beginning.
*clearing my throat*
It was dreary here today. N and I decided to take a dreary walk to a nearby park to check out the river levels because we are at flood stage right now with all the runoff.
I'll post a pic later. I took my new camera and camera bag......you know, just in case.
We walked down into the park and at the playground in the middle there were four kids around the age of 15. The were swearing, hitting the playground equipment with big sticks...acting naughty, you all know the kind. I'm walking with my brand new camera and lenses and I'm nervous....... I also have my 9 year old with me, don't forget that.
After we pass, my little boy asks me, "Mama, how OLD do you think those kids were?".
I answered, "Probably around 15-16 years old".
"Oh", he said.
I said, "I certainly hope that you don't act that disrespectful when you are 15 years old".
He said he would never do that. We talked about other things that kids that age should be doing, etc.
And we left it alone.
We were down in the park for about and hour and a half, checking out the river getting our feet soaking wet in the tall wet grass, taking pictures every chance that I got.
It was a blast.
We walked home without incident, walked in the back door with my camera around my neck and immediately I felt ill.
My camera bag! Not with me! Gone! Left at the park....left somewhere. Somewhere....WHERE????
Oh no.
I jumped in my car and sped down to the park...........nothing.
I came back and walked back down there and still nothing. I was almost to the place where N and I turned around and I saw the kids. I wasn't going to ask them but what could it hurt?
So I did. They denied seeing the bag and I started to walk away. The cute girl stopped and asked me if it was a huge sling bag and black, at this point I was seeing a light in her eyes. She took me right to it..............perfect condition, untouched. I hugged her for an embarrassingly long time and wished I had money on me to give them.
I cried all the way home and composed this blog entry in my head.

I learned today that there are good people out there, good kids out there.
This girl, that I was leery of.........her parents did something right! She knew the right thing to do!
I was encouraged, having my own problems with an aforementioned 9 year old lately.

How do I learn this?
How do I teach my own children this?
What's the secret?

My mindset has changed and it made me sob.........I mean uncontrollably .......for a long time. I was a mess by the time I hit the house AND I had the camera bag. My family was confused.
I tearfully explained what my message was.
I judged those poor kids today and I was wrong and that hurt me. I was not a nice person and bit me in the butt.
I am CHANGED.
I know that there are a lot of bad people out there but my lesson today was to see the good, not the bad.
The best part of the whole day....WAS NOT FINDING THE BAG.......it was when we (the kids and I), walked back to their 1987 Volvo, one kid said, "There's good energy flowing today". I've heard those words uttered before.....heck, I've even said them, but today? Today they touched me.....in an unspeakable way.
I'll never forget those words.........EVER.
I would trade my thousands of dollars worth of lenses in return for the lesson that I learned. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
Peace out.
J.

Update on Gabby...

2008-04-10T11:32:00.000-07:00

I've started to update this blog several times and deleted it because it just didn't feel right.

It's been one month yesterday since Gabby was flown to Spokane for treatment.
I can't believe, that while everything else in life has felt as if it was fast-forwarded (as life sometimes does), Gabby's journey and the baby steps that she is taking, seemed to slow to a snail's pace. How can it be that life is fast and slow at the same time?

Gabby is still in Spokane in Pediatric ICU. She had a twisted bowel which damaged part of her intestine and had to be removed. She's had 3 surgeries to try and correct this and get her digestive system to function. They have an incredibly difficult journey ahead of them. Please continue sending prayers and good thoughts to this sweet, sweet girl and the people that love her so much.
My own heart goes out to her mommy and daddy who haven't left her side in Spokane, the great people who are caring for her big brother Alden, here, so he can continue to attend school, and the incredible folks who are giving their time and hearts to creative ways to organize fundraisers and help any way they can. Angels, I tell ya. Angels.

While we try to teach our children all about life,
Our children teach us what life is all about.
~Angela Schwindt

Jill

*Just a note: Please, if you need photos of Gabby for fundraising, don't print from the blog, the resolution is for web viewing and not print. I would be more than honored to contribute by providing you with a high resolution image on disk that you can print from.
Just call me, please:
406-253-1364
Thanks for respecting my art.
J.

Leaning.......

2008-03-12T19:07:00.000-07:00

This is Gabby. Gabby is five years old and a friend of my own five year old dd.
Her mother is a friend of mine.
Gabby got sick in the middle of the night last night.
So sick that they had to fly her to Spokane for treatment.
She's still terribly ill and needs good thoughts and prayers sent her way for herself, her loving family and the people close to them.

It was slow day here as we all held our breath and our own five year old children a little bit closer.
Hug your babies a little longer tonight.

Thanks.

L,
J.

The trouble with Spring is..........

2008-03-03T20:04:00.000-08:00

that it's too hard to stay inside and blog, I guess.
It was gorgeous here this last week but no worries, it snowed all day long today and now we're under a snow advisory.
Montana Spring.
It could continue like this for weeks. I have on several occasions seen blizzards in June. Daffodils with frostbite. Many sleeveless Easter dresses scrunched inside of snowsuits for the egghunt.
It comes to my attention that I haven't updated the blog lately.
By lately I mean since like, January or something like that.

"Not once?", I asked my patient brother.
"Nope, not one time", he said patiently.

Geez. Um, sorry.

I HAVE been taking pictures, however.
So I'll post some of my boring outdoor practice shots and continue on with the "Favorites" theme, because I have a lot of favorite things and I remember and discover new ones almost daily.

Favorite thing: Bokeh

Excuse me?

Yeah, bokeh.

An excerpt from Wikipedia:
"Bokeh characteristics may be quantified by examining the image's circle of confusion. In out-of-focus areas, each point of light becomes a disc. Depending how a lens is corrected for spherical aberration, the disc may be uniformly illuminated, brighter near the edge, or brighter near the center. Lenses that are poorly corrected for spherical aberration will show one kind of disc for out-of-focus points in front of the plane of focus, and a different kind for points behind. This may actually be desirable, as blur circles that are dimmer near the edges produce less-defined shapes which blend smoothly with the surrounding image. Lens manufacturers including Nikon, Canon, and Minolta make lenses designed with specific controls to change the rendering of the out-of-focus areas."

Bored yet Jake? Good.

Here's some photos taken with my 50mm lens at 1.4 or "wide open" which creates a shallow depth of field and beautiful, creamy bokeh.
Disclaimer.........I am not a professional bokeh maker. I am a practicing bokeh maker so these images aren't perfect but alas, bokeh is one of my favorite things so I must include it here:

and here....

and here...

There.
And for good measure, I'll throw one in of the girl.

Notice H's mouth on this shot. I don't know what she was jabbering about but IT IS INCESSANT lately. If she's not talking, she's singing (she knows every word to God Bless America but instead of "from the mountains to the prairies to the oceans white with foam" she says "from the mountains to the fairies to the oceans white with floam"..ohmygosh, it's FUNNY). If she's not singing she's whistling, which makes my Gma Betty giggle. I love it when my Gma Betty giggles, especially at my daughter. It warms me.
Here she is complete with muddy rain boots, striped tights and sidewalk chalk. Definitely some of my favorite things in here:

And one more bokeh shot of my baubles, lol, that sounds funny (got this idea from Toddlertoes on flickr and I just had to try it). Aren't they pretty?

Thanks for peeking in. I'll try to keep up a little better.
Love you brother.
J.

An engineer, an artist and the moon

2008-01-26T10:54:00.001-08:00

*HICCUP*
Sorry......12 days late on this. I'm back.

Sometimes it seems like my favorite things that I see in my children are the things that I try so hard to find in myself.....like honesty (I'm a very honest person, don't get me wrong, but I love the realness of my kids....most of the time, lol) and playfulness and imagination.........and creativity.
Yeah....creativity. I've read books on the subject. A lot of books.
I'm not sure that you can learn to be creative from a book but I tried. I tried to tap into my own creative reservoir and let me tell you, it is quite a process.
To me it seems that those that are the most creative have nurtured their creativity from childhood.
Fed it when it was hungry, burped it and tossed out the waste. I think that if you haven't done this, then it gets buried and it's hard to drag it back up to the surface. I believe that you have to coax it out of hiding and learn how to trust it again.
While I've always been artistic, I have to admit that I buried my creativity in my twenties but dragged it back up when N was born and I'm still working on our relationship. It gives me what I need but I have to accept and use it.......that's the hard part.
So I've promised myself that I would teach my children to respect their creativity and I'll do my best to teach them how to nurture it.

N's creative thirst is quenched through Lego building. The kid has more Legos than you can imagine. He gets a set, builds the structure on the front of the box and then he lets the little engineer inside his head go to work. He will build hundreds of things out of that one box of Legos. Airplanes and lawnmowers and dunebuggies and submarines.....believe me......I see every single one of them as he shows them ALL off with pride.
Here he is in all his glory.
Love him.

Now H on the other hand, is more like me (girl thing?.... maybe). Give her a stack of blank paper and a medium and she's happy for hours.
She's been writing her name for years. I would find her name written on all sorts of things.......really anything that was flat and white like a canvas.........the refrigerator (a favorite), dishwasher, her dresser, the bathtub.......you get the um, picture.

The moon rattle.

H was born right before Christmas and it was R's idea to get her a sterling rattle for her very first Christmas (what do you get a newborn???). Obviously she was much too little to play with it for a few months but once she could hold onto it and put it in her mouth, it was one of her favorite things.
Constantly covered in baby drool, this rattle was thrown to the floor from the height of a highchair more times than I can count (you know the game I'm talking about!!).
It's been banged up, scratched up, spit up on, lost for a while and found again.
She loved it.
When I found it the other day and decided to polish it up, she walked in and asked, "Oooh, what IS that?". I explained what it was, how much she used to love it when she was a baby and we admired it for a moment. I explained that she couldn't take it to her room (aka The Pink Pit) and she put up a quite a stink. She didn't understand why she couldn't have it if it was hers and "Mommy, I PROMISE to take good care of it...I PROMISE!!!".
Sigh. I then told her that it WAS still hers but I was going to keep it until she got older and had babies of her own. I told her I would keep it safe for her until then.

She looked at me with those big blue eyes and said, "So when I have a baby girl, I can give her the moon?".

Yes, Hailey, you can give her the moon.
Love her.

But I was going to play with that, a different kind of journal and my favorite day of the week...

2008-01-14T09:25:00.000-08:00

Is it only my house?!!??
Only my house that, on Sunday afternoon, when asked to put away their PILE of toys that has gathered, herded and multiplied all week in the living room, that they SCREECH...."But I was going to play with that!!!!" ?
Dude, it's been there since Monday afternoon! Do you think that I'm new to the scene?

How can they play with all of these things at the same time, huh?

Alright H, you CAN wear the sparkly shoes (see them, there in the pile?) while playing with the LeapPad....I'll give you that....but...seriously.

Sigh.
Anyways...
Alright, I'm putting myself out there with this post.

LOOK at the laundry...no, I haven't been sick. No, we haven't been on vacation. No, I don't wait until Sunday afternoon to do all of my laundry (I totally lie.).

Dear Friends:
Sometimes my house looks like this. Sometimes, a lot of times, my house looks like this.
Sometimes before you come over, I'll haul the overflowing laundry basket (s!) upstairs and shut it (them) in my closet.
L,
J.

BUT......

See what a little bribery and idle threats will get you?
Works for me.

A different kind of journal....

This is another special journal of mine...well, this is actually H's....well, it will be H's...someday.
Here's the story.
I am horrible at documenting my children's lives. I have gorgeous baby books that I had gorgeous plans for. N is almost 9 and I kept up with his book until he was a whopping 6 months old (about the same time that he started putting everything in his mouth, yeah, he was one of those kids).
H didn't stand a chance. When she was born, N was still trying to swallow Nerf darts and well, now I had TWO kids to keep up with.
I wanted to do something to preserve the memories so I decided to start a birthday journal for H.
I bought this cute journal and I write in it every year on her birthday. I usually write 4-5 pages, just letting her know what she learned, any momentous events that took place, what her favorite things were that year and funny things that she said during the year.
I also pull it out several times a year and write quotes that I see that remind me of her.
It's become so important to me and a gift to me each year as I read through the whole thing and cry and cry and cry.
Not because I'm sad, because I'm not sad, really.
I guess I cry because of how fast it all happens.
I remember writing that first post like it was yesterday and then I look at her and see all the changes that she's gone through and it doesn't seem possible at all.

The Birthday Journal will be a gift for H when she grows up. I want to wait until she's done moving around and settles down a bit because I know how many important things that I lost during my twenties.
N doesn't have a Birthday Journal (I know!).
I just didn't think that it would mean as much to him but now I'm wondering if I made a mistake.
I'm getting to know him and he is growing into such a wonderful and sentimental kid. His birthday is in February and even though he'll be 9, it's not too late.
Looks like I'll be buying another journal.
:)

My favorite day of the week despite the laundry (see above) and the horrible job I have of forcing my poor kids to PUT. AWAY. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. OF. THOSE. TOYS. beforetheydisappearforever!!!!!!!!!!
My favorite day of the week because R usually sets it aside for family. Even if football is on the TV, we're still almost guaranteed a day close to home and together. Even in the summertime, we're together at the cabin on Sundays.
I love the background noise of the kids echoing through the house (even if they're tattling on each other).
I love making bacon and R making omelettes with the kids.
I love baths and clean kids in clean pjs and clean school clothes laid out for the next day.
I love the chaos of having everyone in the house at the same time and making more dirty dishes than I can keep up with. I love the inconvenience of waiting in line to use the one bathroom we have. I love having time to clip fingernails and paint toenails and play dress up with plastic shoes and pom-poms.

Love it. Love it. Love it.
Can't wait until next week.
:)

My tool, the two most disgusting things on the list....and my rock

2008-01-09T12:32:00.000-08:00

I've always loved taking pictures. R bought me a 35mm Minolta film camera for one of our earlier anniversaries and I loved it. Right before we had H we bought our first digital. He bought me my backup Canon XT at Christmas of '05 and in November of '06 he bought me the 20D. I hung through '07 without a new camera but managed to add to my arsenal of lenses whenever the credit card was accidentally left within my reach.

I have begged and pleaded with my children to sit for me and let me take just one picture! Please! I'll pay you!
I have paid in excess of $6 for a pouty glare or a fake smile to learn my camera inside and out!
But....but..

More important than learning the technical side of photography, I have also, in my journey, captured things that will mean the world to these kids when they get older.
How many kids, do you suppose, have pictures of themselves fishing with their great grandmother? My bet is...not very many.
Pictures of happier times and sadder times and beautiful and stormy times.
A first bike ride or a dance recital....dirt bikes and wave runners....big fish caught by little people and little fish caught by big people :).

It is absolutely worth every one of the eyerolls that I get whenever I pull my camera out.
Someday they'll understand why I love my camera so much.....

After H was born, I kept eating like I still had another human being growing inside of me (read: A LOT OF FOOD). I quickly ballooned up to a weight that was becoming unhealthy. I couldn't chase N around or even PLAY with him like I wanted to. I was just too heavy. I hated myself and felt judged and guilty when I binged. I was horribly sad and depressed.
Finally at 227 pounds, I'd had enough. I went on Atkins (*insert disclaimer here* which I don't recommend to anyone, it's not the healthy way to lose weight......there).
I lost about 60 pounds in 6 months.
My darling husband, knowing how unhappy I still was, bought me a membership to a health club here in town.
IT. CHANGED. MY. LIFE.
I can't say that loud enough.
The main reason I wanted to go to this particular club is because they offered cardio boxing classes. I went to that first class and was instantly hooked.
I absolutely love to box (although, I've been pretty lax about it lately.....lol), it is a huge aggression release and I have given that vinyl boxing bag the names of various loved ones on many, many mornings.
I reached my goal weight of 147 and have maintained my weight for over two years and I owe it all to these gloves. If I hadn't found something that I loved so much, I don't know if I would have stuck with it.
These gloves are now retired and I don't like my new gloves nearly as much as these. When I dug these up for the photo, I had to put my hand in them just to reminisce and although they felt like home, thank GOODNESS my home doesn't smell like that! Ack!

I could go into the whole LONG story but I won't. Most of you long-timers know what we have pulled away from and how our saga began, what we persevered and what we took with us into our new life.
I will say this, through it all, when it comes down to it, when it really, really matters, he is my rock. He picks me up and he talks me down and he walks the long and steady with me. He works hard. He plays hard. He knows the difference.
And if he knew that I was writing all of this, he'd kill me........isn't that sweet?
:)

Kitty For Sale and more.........

2008-01-07T19:41:00.000-08:00

KITTY FOR SALE:
For sale one 12 year old Siamese spayed female cat originally named China but renamed Dondee by the kids?? (no wonder she's pissed). Doesn't do much but hiss and scratch our dog sometimes. Doesn't like kids and barely tolerates adults.
Loves catnip and chasing flashlight beams on dark floors (usually after loving catnip). Eats like a horse and drinks more water than we can put in the bowl, which causes her to get even more disgusted with us and drink out of the toilet on occasion....which disgusts us into keeping the water bowl overflowing for a few days. Still mad that we had kids as she thought that she was all we could ever ask for in a child/pet.
Love/hate relationship with small Shihtzu cross dog. He loves her (think date night), she hates him. She hates everybody. Gosh, what would we do without her?
Never mind, we'll keep her.
:)

Oh how I love Anna Nalick. I don't watch Grey's Anatomy (gasp!) but I do know that this song was featured on the show once or twice. So some of you have heard her there.
I can't get enough. Love her. Love my MP3 player. Love them......except my family shakes their head and rolls their eyes when I'm SCREAMING at them when I have my earphones in and my music on.
Maybe I do it on purpose.....maybe they shouldn't bother me when I'm listening to Anna..... maybe good luck with that.

On a more serious note. A challenge for me....
A friend made this....MADE this journal for me for Christmas. This photo does it no justice. It's beautiful. It's an inspirational journal.
I'll be putting quotes and thoughts in it and possibly photos that move me creatively.
I can't wait to get started!
Thanks for the beautiful gift, Kim!

Thanks for coming by....night.
J.

I guess that I'd better throw these guys on here somewhere!

2008-01-06T16:32:00.000-08:00

Of course, these are my two absolute favorite things in the whole wide world:

N is eight, very soon to be nine years old and I'm shocked at how fast he's growing up.
He's developing a sense of humor beyond just saying funny things that crack adults up (like kids do). He is "getting" things that adults are saying in his presence and it's a joy to see the light go on in his eyes.

He's witty and charming and sincere and compassionate.........and he smells good when I kiss his forehead every morning. He's a swimmer and a trampoline-jumper and a sister-torturer. He's a dog lover and quite a fisherman and you should see him build Legos! He's a Nana lover and he could tell you everything you ever wanted to know about whales and sharks. He often roots for the underdog and that makes me very proud.
Sweet boy of mine.

H......barely 5 years old. Fun-loving and generous and sparkly. She values her friends and LOVES preschool. She bounces out of bed every day with a smile and on her days off, she still likes to cuddle with her head on my chest. I hope that lasts a while longer.......
A daredevil, like her dad, she'll be the little girl on the dirtbike with mud all over her hot pink helmet.
She spends her gift card money on bubblegum pink glitter shoes and has been to known on several occasions to wear princess dresses to the playground and grocery stores.
She draws beautiful pictures for the people that she loves. She has more pink lipgloss than I do (that's saying something, believe me!). She fishes with her dad and jumps on the trampoline with her brother and sings with her Nana.
She's sassy and spirited and the DRAMA.....oh, the drama.
When I take her to preschool, after we've dropped N off, I'll tell her that I hope she has a good day, her response? "I ALWAYS have good days, Momma!"
And she does. And I love that about her.

Last but not least for today, my nesting dolls.
I love these. H can't stop playing with them.

At first glance these look like the traditional nesting dolls, ethnic, colorfully dressed women, the child being the smallest and last doll, but wait....what's this? Next to the baby.....a man? In a Hawaiian shirt? With a mustache? Is he on vacation?
Snort.
My mom picked these up for me in San Francisco also.
I love them for lots of reasons but that man, standing there in the back? That's a big one.
Thanks for peeking. See you tomorrow.
J.

What moves me......

2008-01-05T14:15:00.000-08:00

Initially my first post of the New Year was going the way of good ole resolutions, like everyone else......things that I wanted to change about myself. That was daunting and to be honest, kind of depressing.....lol.
After some thought and soul searching I decided to push myself in a different direction and document some of the things that I love about my life.
So for the next 7 days, I vow to post no less than 3 photos per day of things that I hold dear and close to my heart......things that make my glass half-full to sometimes overflowing. Here we go!

My sockmonkey family.
I do not know what it is about these stuffed little characters that makes me love them so much, possibly the same thing that creeps my husband out so badly, that he won't touch them long enough to remove them from the bed....hee.
Ruby (the momma sockmonkey) is very old. My mom bought her for me on a trip to SF at a flea market. Oh, how I wish she could talk, I bet she has some stories to share.
Maggie (baby) is actually my daughter H's, given to her by my mom also.....H loves sockmonkeys too, so there.
Max (daddy), the newest member of the Monkey fam, was my Christmas gift from a friend and although he is much, much younger and in way better shape than Ruby (he's a hardbody), we still love him because it is 2008, after all, and if Ruby wants to rob the cradle..........good on her.

Perfect snow for perfect snow people.
H and I went out and built these little guys this week and had so much fun doing it.
When they were completed, she stepped back and said, "Those are just adorable, Momma!!"
I must agree.

We used my son's old binkie, his first binkie....sigh. It's 9 years old.

And Kramer........my handsome dog friend/fur baby.
Can you tell that he loves me?
THE best dog in the whole world.
Swoon.

Thanks for peeking in.
I hope you come back tomorrow!
J.

A day of sledding and ...........bikeriding????

2007-12-27T21:11:00.000-08:00

A few from today. It's not often that you get to do those two things in one afternoon.
H is really getting the hang of the bike and I know that the training wheels will be off before summer hits.
I can't believe how fast they grow. Five years ago I had a 5lb preemie.
Look at her now.....wow.
Enjoy the photos!
:)
J.

Merry Christmas..........just a few from today:)

2007-12-25T21:08:00.000-08:00

DD got a new bike from Santa and she's thrilled. She insisted that we take it out for a spin and the weather has been so mild, WHY NOT?
I love the looks on her face.............pure glee.
Also posting some of our Christmas tree.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays.
Hope it was wonderful for everyone.

My own........

2007-12-16T07:03:00.000-08:00

I took some photos of the kids yesterday in hopes of capturing the perfect Christmas card photo (it's late for that, I KNOW).
I haven't even edited them all but fell in love with these two right away so I thought I'd share.
More outtakes to come!
:)

Home Sweet Home

2007-12-11T22:34:00.000-08:00

Our Sunday project with the kids.
This is actually the first gingerbread house that I have ever built.
It was fun!
This is as good as it looked, right after we'd finished.
Now? Well, let's just say that it's in need of a few repairs. A handyman (candyman?).
Missing doorknobs and a couple of lost shingles.
I suspect that my youngest is the project manager of this remodel.
Oh well, it still looks pretty cozy to me.....
:)

Complicated

2007-12-09T10:21:00.000-08:00

Just a tree shot outside of my house. Just after sunset yesterday.

You can bet that clear skies and no leaves on the branches means some pretty cold weather here in MT!
And it was.......

I liked the intricacy of the branches.........tangled and complex...and lifelike.
:)

2007-12-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

Just a few from my yard.....we received a skif (if that) of snow Saturday night.
Just enough to torture my kids and husband (snowmobiler).
Now, it's pouring rain but we're sure it's snowing in the high country.
I'm really trying to update the blog regularly. Can you tell?? by the boring entries?? Oh well.
Blogjam.
Enjoy.....

Coupla Cuties

2007-12-01T10:05:00.000-08:00

Some recent favorites of some favorite kiddos.
Hope you like them.........you know who you are.
:)

Room at the inn

2007-11-25T17:51:00.001-08:00

We took a drive up into Glacier Park today. It was beautiful! The kids got a chance to play in the snow (it was freezing!) and I took just a couple of photos.
Two sure signs of winter approaching, an empty beehive and gooseberries.
:)

Thanks for peekin'!

I feel like a little kid..................

2007-11-24T09:46:00.000-08:00

probably because I had to act like a little kid to get this lens so close to Christmas (think tantrums and throwing myself on the floor.....*giggle*).
Anyways my wonderful husband, bless his heart, bought me a 70-200 f/4.0 L (yes L, that's right my first L glass...........*squeal*!).
It's an excellent zoom lens..fairly light and the color and clarity rocks.
Here are just a couple from yesterday afternoon/evening (light waning quickly) at about 4:45pm. Man, it gets dark early here.
This is the only color I could find in my neighborhood as everything is so dead and brown and wanting snow cover.
Anywho...............

She loves the camera!

2007-11-23T08:04:00.000-08:00

G is such a sweet little girl and a good friend of my own dd's. She was SO much fun for me to shoot.
The only other experience I have had with a girl this age has been my own and lately she runs from me!
Thanks to the D family. I hope you like these.

For my brother..........

2007-11-21T10:39:00.001-08:00

Just two, because he lives in CA and misses the fall colors.
Love you J!
Happy Thanksgiving! Wish you were here.

Busy and happy about it...................

2007-10-16T21:33:00.000-07:00

I am sharing some recent photos from a senior session and a couple of adorable kiddos!
Thanks to every single one of you!
It is really my pleasure working with you folks.
My job is so rewarding.....seriously. You people make me love the art even more.
Ok, on with the show.......

Sneak peek for the J family....

2007-09-10T19:04:00.001-07:00

This session was so fun. I've known this senior since she was my own childrens' ages.
Scary. I really enjoyed shooting you H! I hope that you like your photos. Lots more to come!

2007-09-04T21:09:00.001-07:00

This weekend we decided not to go North to our property. It was the weekend before school started and I had tons to do that I had put off until the very last minute (shocker to people who know me, I'm sure).
Saturday we canned dills with Russ' mom and sister. It was a blast and Sunday we hung pretty close to home.
Now Monday we took our small fishing boat out on the Flathead River and fished for......actually we didn't know what we were fishing for exactly. Until, that is, Russ caught this monster (by my standards, anyways) Northern Pike. It was dang exciting.
Picture both kids screaming jumping up and down in the *little* aluminum boat...the dog is barking, we're trying to get this huge thing in the net and then in the boat. Good grief. It was chaos, but it was so fun.
We filleted (that can't be right, can it?) the white meat and we are beer batter frying it on Thurs. Can't wait. She looks like some sort of lake monster, doesn't she?
Without further adieu........the photos. (I know that you're hanging on the edge of your office chairs, lol).

The pike.....

And the pickles.....

Beaches and spiders and fish, oh my.........

2007-08-21T11:58:00.000-07:00

It's been too long.
Here's a little update. Business is picking up, my website is done (whew), we spent the weekend at the cabin at Tag Beach, and caught some fish (just guess who caught the BIGGEST and the PRETTIEST fish of all? yup).
My apologies in advance for the spider pics (see the FANGS????).........it's the mom-of-an-8-year-old-boy in me, I guess. Although my four year old daughter was in on every bit of the action and she is Girly (yeah, with a capital G).
Enjoy.

Glacier

2007-08-09T09:08:00.001-07:00

Last Saturday we took the kids to Glacier Nat'l Park.
We make it up there once a year which is ridiculous considering it's only 45 minutes away.
It's so beautiful up there, although because of the horrible forest fires in our area, there was a lot of smoke, but I managed to capture some photos anyways.
And look......I'm actually IN some of these photos instead of behind the camera like usual.
We hiked into Avalanche Lake and were SO proud of the kids for making the 4.6 mile trek. It doesn't sound like a lot but to little people, it is.
Enjoy the photos.
A run down:
The red flower is Indian Paintbrush, quite likely my favorite wildflower. It totally reminds me of my childhood.
The purple field of flowers is fireweed and you'll notice the charred trees in the background.
I like these photos because it gives me hope. That after the ravaging wildfire from a few years ago, there is new life. Renewal.... I like.
:o)

Lots to share from the weekend

2007-07-30T12:56:00.000-07:00

Some from the boat, but most of these photos were from our Saturday Beach Hunt.
We have relatives coming into town in August and wanted the perfect beach to spend the day while they are here, we may even invite them along, hee hee.
The perfect beach......Tag Beach....just look at this place.....sigh.
The kids had a blast and so did my wonderful Grandma Betty, stylin' in her fishing getup.
Love her.
Hailey with Body Art tattoos that Nana bought her, thanks Mom.
Nick barely tolerating the camera after threats of privilege removal for lack of cooperation, poor kid (his Dad) hmmmpf (me).
Wish we were there right now.
Enjoy!
J.

Polyphylla decemlineata..........aka Long haired June beetle.............eeeeww.....

2007-07-13T15:39:00.000-07:00

I'm posting twice in one day because, well, it was an exciting bug day at our house and because I have an 8 year old little boy and he LOVES to hunt for wild, crazy looking bugs. When I saw this one in the swimming pool I couldn't resist prying my son away from Ben 10 or some other stimulating time filler (mmmhmmmm).
It was much more fun for him to poke this beetle (dinosaur?) than to finish his television program anyways.

Warning: The following creature may give you nightmares.
I posed the thing on my lens cap for reference.
At any rate, this bug was over 2.5" long. Not anything I would smash with my shoe. No No.
Oh, and we did not smash this beetle. It was studied for the better part of an hour and released unharmed into the bark cover in my backyard.
:p

Some bugs..........

2007-07-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

There were hundreds of these dragonflies out yesterday and they were so patient with me as I shot photos of them for an embarrassingly long time.
I thought these turned out pretty cool.
TFL............real people next week, I promise.
I'm coming out of my creative slump and that's final.
Have a marvelous weekend everyone.
Stay cool.
:)

Early 4th of July festivities brought to you by Mother Nature.......

2007-06-30T07:21:00.001-07:00

Just a few from the week.
Bookings are really picking up around here. All word of mouth and I'm so excited to meet all of these new people.
Here are a few photos from the last week. Just personal stuff for now.
Some fantastic sunsets and yes, more flowers. I can't help myself.
Have a great weekend everyone!

It's impossible to put this into words, so here you go.....

2007-06-24T22:15:00.000-07:00

Oh no! More still life, flower pics......;)

2007-06-21T16:08:00.000-07:00

Just two for now.
The thing with flowers is, they don't talk back, run away or demand money for a pose.
Sigh.......

Adorable Baby A, it was so nice to meet you!

2007-06-19T20:17:00.000-07:00

"A" was so much fun to take photos of. He gave me the best of both worlds, alert awake shots and perfect sleeping photos.
Here are some of my favorites.
Thanks again to the H family.

Gas? I don't know, this smile looks pretty genuine to me!

Big brother "K", how cute is he?

Thanks for peekin'!

Session favorites

2007-06-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

Just a few from recent photo sessions.
Fun kids and of course, I'll add a couple of flower shots since my kids aren't too keen on the camera these days.
Thanks for looking!
The K Family.....beautiful and super fun to work with.
Thanks guys!

Handsome C: The smartest 2 year old you'll ever meet!

Sweet baby K:

Just one yard shot.
;):

Thanks for peeking and come back soon!
Oh, another newborn session tomorrow, this time a BOY (my first) and I can't wait to share so look for Baby A's photos soon!
J.

Well, maybe just a couple more

2007-06-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

Uh oh...I can tell that this can be addicting.
Here are a few more from last weekend.
I know that some will enjoy them.........you know who are.
;)
The moose photos leave a lot to be desired, at least from my stand point, I need a new zoom lens..........period.
Poor Russ.
LOL.

Here we go..........

2007-06-07T13:12:00.000-07:00

I've been bitten by the blog bug so I'm going to try this out.
This will be the place where I post photos from my own life and from the lives of those that have been so gracious to let me photograph their families.
My intention (currently, lol) is to update every other day, so please pop in often!
I'll kick it off with a few photos of N and H and some wildlife from the cabin last weekend.
Enjoy!!